Colonel Balakrishna Shirodkar (Retd.) an Armoured Engineer
By John Aguiar
Self and News Watch is my personal blog where I share my thoughts, articles, news updates, opinions, poetry, and experiences. Drawing on my background in journalism and public service, I write about current affairs, social issues, culture, literature, humanitarian activities, and life in Goa. The blog reflects my personal perspective while encouraging informed discussion, responsible citizenship, and positive social change.
Colonel Balakrishna Shirodkar (Retd.) an Armoured Engineer
By John Aguiar
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Lt Col Dr. Pravinkumar P. Shirodkar: A Distinguished Army Dental Officer from Goa
By John Aguiar
Goa has produced many distinguished sons and daughters who have served the nation with dedication and honour. Among them is Lt Col Dr. Pravinkumar P. Shirodkar, an accomplished dental surgeon and officer of the Army Dental Corps, whose career reflects professional excellence, commitment, and selfless service to the Indian Army.
Lt Col Dr. Shirodkar graduated from Goa Dental College and Hospital in 1985 and was commissioned into the Army Dental Corps in 1986 in the rank of Lieutenant. Over the next two decades, he served in a wide range of operational and peace stations across India, providing essential dental care to soldiers serving in some of the country's most challenging environments.
His military assignments took him from the high-altitude regions of Arunachal Pradesh to the deserts of Rajasthan, besides postings in Uttar Pradesh, Maharashtra, Punjab, Haryana, and Kolkata. His ability to serve effectively in varied climatic and operational conditions and rugged terrains demonstrated both professional competence and adaptability.
In recognition of his expertise, Lt Col Dr. Shirodkar was deputed to the Kingdom of Bhutan for a two-year assignment in the prestigious Indian Military Training Team (IMTRAT), where he contributed significantly to dental services of civilian population. Towards the later part of his career, he served as Joint Director, Dental Services (Planning) at Army Headquarters, New Delhi, where he played an important role in planning and administering dental healthcare within the Armed Forces.
After nearly twenty years of distinguished military service, Lt Col Shirodkar opted for premature retirement in 2006. Following his retirement, he returned to Goa and resumed his dental practice, continuing his commitment to serving society through healthcare.
Lt Col Dr. Pravinkumar P. Shirodkar belongs to a family that has made remarkable contributions to Goa's public life. He is the son of Advocate Pandurang P. Shirodkar, the first Speaker of the Goa Legislative Assembly (1964–1967) & eminent freedom fighter, and the younger brother of noted historian late Dr Prakashchandra P. Shirodkar, former Director of Archives, Archaeology and Museums, Goa.
Originally belonging to Karmali (Carambolim) and now residing in Penha-de-Franca, Lt Col Dr. Shirodkar represents the finest traditions of the Army Medical Services. His distinguished career in the Army Dental Corps, marked by professional excellence, leadership, and dedicated service across diverse terrains, stands as an inspiration for young Goans aspiring to serve the nation in uniform. His life demonstrates that military service extends beyond the battlefield, with medical professionals playing an indispensable role in maintaining the health, morale, and operational readiness of India's armed forces.
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Lt Commander Christopher Fernandes: From the Indian Navy to Corporate Leadership
By John Aguiar
Some journeys are defined not only by career transitions but by the values that remain constant throughout.
From the quaint village of Assolna Salcete in a family of mariners, Lt Cdr Christopher Fernandes, was not new to life at Sea. He embarked on a journey different from the rest of his family, fixated on joining the Indian Armed Forces, sailing far beyond the sands of Goa, to be the first in his family to don the Navy whites and commissioned as a Navy Officer in 2011.
A student of Manovikas in Margao, he owes his deep rooted values and analytical thinking to early foundation building at school where leadership and camaraderie were instilled through unique learning style and team sports. His intercollegiate years at Damodar Higher Secondary School Margao, with Prof Balliker at the helm and Prof Babaji, left an indelible mark on his career aspirations, opening the doors to competitive exams, his first tryst with NCC(Navy), where he learnt about the Indian Armed Forces defence forces.
As intended, training at Indian Naval Academy, Ezhimala broke down the young lad from Goa and rebuilt a distinguished young gentleman officer. Shipping his first Sub Lieutenant epaulets during his passing out parade, were his parents' Nazareth and Dorothy with their hearts swollen with the pride. In his words, "If I can inspire even one more Goan youth to join the Armed Forces and serve the Nation, I would have done my bit. There are challenges along the way, but that shapes the individual you become for rest of your life."
Lt Commander Christopher Fernandes exemplifies this spirit. A proud veteran of the Indian Navy, he dedicated ten years of his life to serving the nation from 2011 to 2021, serving on frontline warships of the Indian Navy fleet and later as an instructor for young officers, before embarking on a successful career in the corporate world.
Life in the Indian Navy is built on discipline, courage, integrity, teamwork, and an unwavering commitment to duty. During his decade of service, Christopher developed these qualities while operating in a demanding and challenging environment where professionalism and resilience are paramount. His experience in uniform not only strengthened his leadership abilities but also instilled in him the confidence to face complex situations with calmness and determination.
After completing his distinguished service in 2021, Christopher transitioned into corporate leadership at Amazon through the veterans leaders program, carrying with him the principles and work ethic nurtured during his naval career. His ability to adapt, lead teams, make informed decisions under pressure, and embrace continuous learning has enabled him to transition into Amazon's high pace operations environment with ease. July'26 marks Lt Cdr Christopher 5 years at Amazon his first stint in the corporate sector. Much like the Officer Like Qualities (OLQs) of the Indian Navy, Lt Cdr Christopher was drawn to Amazon's leadership principles that inspire every bold decision. At Amazon, he is part of the Amazon Warriors fraternity of Armed Forces Veterans across the globe and the close knit Amazon India Warriors group.
Lt Commander Christopher's journey highlights how military service equips individuals with skills that are highly valued beyond the armed forces. Leadership, accountability, strategic thinking, effective communication, and commitment to excellence are qualities that transcend professions and contribute significantly to organizational success. Through this journey, long sailing stints and overseas deployments, like most Navy wives, Dr Kelly has been his pillar of strength, holding the family together and raising their children.
His story serves as an inspiration to young men and women who aspire to serve the nation as well as those contemplating life after military service. It demonstrates that while the uniform may eventually be set aside, the values it instills remain a lifelong asset, guiding individuals towards success in every sphere of life.
Lt Commander Christopher Fernandes' remarkable journey from the decks of the Indian Navy to the boardrooms of corporate leadership stands as a testament to the enduring power of discipline, dedication, and service. His career reflects the belief that true leadership is forged through commitment, character, and the willingness to embrace new challenges while remaining rooted in the values of integrity and excellence.
My Craze for the Class A Ceremonial Tunic
John Aguiar
The Class A ceremonial dress tunic has always held a special place in my heart. Ever since I joined the Home Guards and Civil Defence, I dreamt of the day I would proudly wear this distinguished uniform on a memorable occasion.
That dream came true when my name was announced for the President's Home Guards and Civil Defence Medal for Meritorious Services on 25 January 2012. My joy knew no bounds. A few months later, I received an official communication informing me that the medal would be presented on Independence Day, 15 August 2012.
I was determined that such a proud moment deserved the finest ceremonial attire. At that time, I was serving as the Public Relations Officer (PRO) in the Goa Police Department. One of the police constables working with me knew a renowned tailor in Belgaum who specialized in stitching ceremonial police uniforms. Together, we travelled to Belgaum. The tailor's shop was like a treasure house of police uniforms and accessories.
After selecting the fabric and getting my measurements taken, we returned to Goa, while my colleague stayed back and brought the completed uniform the very next day. I can still remember the excitement of seeing my brand-new Class A ceremonial dress tunic for the first time. Along with it Inpurchased new peaked cap and a new cross belt. I had already purchased a ceremonial sword from Belgaum in 2010, so my ceremonial dress was complete.
The proud moment finally arrived when the medal was presented to me by the then Chief Minister of Goa, late Shri Manohar Parrikar , on Independence Day at Old Secretariat in Panjim.. It was one l of the most memorable moments of my life.
Thereafter, I had several opportunities to wear my Class A ceremonial dress uniform during commendation parades and other official functions. Every time I wore that tunic, it reminded me that a uniform is not merely a piece of clothing—it represents honour, discipline, dedication, and years of selfless service to the nation.
Even today, that Class A ceremonial dress tunic remains one of my most treasured possessions.
A Legacy of Respect: The Freedom to Follow One's Faith
By John Aguiar
My life has taught me that love is never measured by changing someone's religion, but by respecting their faith, beliefs, and traditions. This is the greatest lesson I inherited from my father, and it is a legacy that I have proudly carried forward.
I was born to a Christian father, Diogo Aguiar, and a Hindu mother from the respected G.S.B. Rau Valaulikar family of Sanguem. My maternal grandmother belonged to the Bhobe family of Tarikade, Mapusa. After marriage, my father never insisted that my mother change her religion. Instead, he stood by her with love and dignity, allowing her to continue worshipping according to her Hindu faith. She remained devoted to her traditions, festivals, and family customs, and our home became a place where mutual respect prevailed over religious differences.
Watching my parents live in harmony despite following different faiths shaped my outlook on life. They taught me that true religion is compassion, understanding, and freedom of conscience. Their marriage was built not on conversion, but on acceptance.
When I married Savita, a Hindu, I made a conscious decision to continue this beautiful family tradition. I never expected or desired that she should change her religion. She continues to practise her Hindu faith with complete freedom and dignity. Our children, Navdeep and Anjali, have also remained Hindus, following the faith in which they were brought up. Today, my daughter-in-law is also Hindu, and our family continues to cherish and celebrate Hindu traditions together.
Since 2015, our home has welcomed Lord Ganesha every year during Ganesh Chaturthi. We celebrate the festival with devotion and joy. We also observe Haldi-Kumkum, Tulsi Vivah, and many other Hindu rituals and festivals. These are not merely ceremonies; they are moments that bring our family together in prayer, gratitude, and love.
As a Christian, my own faith remains strong, and I have never felt that respecting another religion weakens my own beliefs. On the contrary, it has enriched my understanding of humanity. I believe that God is honoured not when we compel others to follow our path, but when we uphold their freedom to walk theirs.
In today's world, where differences are often highlighted, I hope my family's journey sends a simple yet meaningful message: love is strongest when it gives freedom, and faith is most beautiful when it is chosen, not imposed.
The greatest inheritance my father gave me was not wealth or property. He gave me the priceless value of respecting another person's faith. I have tried to pass that same legacy to the next generation. It is my prayer that this tradition of love, acceptance, and religious freedom continues in our family for generations to come, reminding us that unity is not created by sameness but by mutual respect.
A Journey Blessed by Music
John Aguiar
Every journey has a beginning. Mine began not in a recording studio, but at All India Radio, where a distinguished broadcaster, Shri Yojraj Borkar, recognized a spark in my writing. He gave me my first opportunity to write songs, opening a door that would shape my life in ways I had never imagined.
That single break became the foundation of a long and fulfilling journey as a lyricist. Soon, I had the privilege of working with renowned Goan musician Shri Sidhnath Buyao. I wrote songs for his albums, including Buyao Rocks, and later contributed a major portion of the lyrics for the Christian devotional album Grateful to Jesus. It was a unique experience to express faith through music and witness listeners connect deeply with the words.
A memorable turning point came when Shri Buyao was producing a Konkani devotional album dedicated to Lord Damodar titled Hey Damodara.
The song was beautifully composed by Shri Sidhnath Buyao and soulfully rendered by singer Gautami Hede. Later, it was filmed as a music video. None of us imagined the impact it would create. The song touched the hearts of devotees not only in Goa but across India and among Goan communities overseas, receiving immense appreciation and countless views.
That success inspired many more devotional compositions. One after another came songs such as Shantadurge Aye Mhaje, Tuch Shanti Doot, Ami Tujeo Dhuvo ani Put, Mangyesha Deva Mhajya, Shantaye, Damodara, Jai Jai Mahalaxmi Mare, Kamaxi Mate Tuzo Jai jaikar, Devi Navdurga, Vithala, Mhalshe Aye, Sateri, Deva Gomanteshwara, Saibaba, Neel Kanta Shankara, Kapileshwara, Padar Pasrun Bhettek Yetam Manguesha Deva Mhaje, Mahalaxmi Ambabai, Saunsar Tujea Hatant Ge and many others.
Each song was more than just lyrics. It was an offering of devotion, an expression of Goa's rich spiritual heritage, and an attempt to bring people closer to God through the beauty of Konkani music. Every composition carried a prayer, every melody carried hope, and every recording became a bridge between faith and culture.
Looking back, I remain grateful to Shri Yojraj Borkar for recognizing my talent and giving me my first opportunity, and to Shri Sidhnath Buyao for placing his trust in my words. Their encouragement transformed a young writer into a lyricist whose songs continue to resonate with devotees.
Music has given me recognition, but more importantly, it has given me the privilege of serving society through devotion. If even one song has brought peace, faith, or inspiration to a listener, I consider my journey truly blessed.
Are We Losing the Human Face of Policing?
John Aguiar
Recent incidents of police action against students, protesters, and ordinary citizens have once again raised an uncomfortable question: Are some sections of our police force becoming insensitive and inhuman?
One incident that continues to disturb the conscience of the nation occurred in Kanpur Dehat, Uttar Pradesh, in December 2021. A video showed a police officer repeatedly striking a government hospital employee with a lathi while the man desperately held his young daughter in his arms. The child cried uncontrollably as her father pleaded that she would be injured. Equally distressing were attempts by policemen to snatch the child away while the father cried that the little girl had no mother. The video triggered nationwide outrage, and the concerned police officer was suspended.
More recently, videos circulating on social media have shown police using lathis fitted with nails against students during protests. In another incident, a father was reportedly detained in front of his wife and daughter, leaving his family traumatised. While every incident has its own circumstances and should be assessed on verified facts, such visuals inevitably raise serious concerns about the manner in which force is being used.
The police perform one of the most challenging duties in society. They work long hours, face violent situations, manage public unrest, investigate crimes, and often risk their own lives to protect others. The overwhelming majority of police personnel serve with dedication, courage, and integrity. Their sacrifices deserve recognition and respect.
However, the authority to enforce the law carries with it an equally important responsibility—to exercise restraint, compassion, and professionalism. The police are empowered to use force only when it is lawful, necessary, and proportionate. Excessive or indiscriminate force not only harms individuals but also weakens public confidence in the institution.
Children should never become victims of police action. A child witnessing a parent being beaten or arrested can carry emotional scars for years. Such scenes damage not only families but also the image of law enforcement in the eyes of future generations.
Similarly, students are the future of the nation. While unlawful acts or violence during protests cannot be condoned, crowd-control methods must respect human dignity and comply with established procedures. Any allegation that dangerous or modified lathis have been used deserves a thorough and impartial investigation.
The objective of policing is not merely to maintain law and order but also to safeguard the constitutional rights and dignity of every citizen. A police force that is firm yet humane commands far greater respect than one perceived as relying on fear.
Training in conflict de-escalation, crowd management, communication, stress management, and human rights should remain a continuous priority. Officers who demonstrate exemplary restraint and compassion should be recognised, while those found guilty of excessive use of force must be held accountable through fair and transparent disciplinary processes.
Public trust is the strongest weapon of any police force. Every unnecessary act of brutality erodes that trust, while every act of kindness strengthens it.
India needs a police force that is efficient, courageous, and compassionate—a force that enforces the law without losing its humanity. Justice and humanity are not opposing ideals; they are the twin pillars of democratic policing. When compassion accompanies authority, the police truly become protectors of the people rather than merely enforcers of the law.
All Paths Lead to the Same Divine
John Aguiar
A few days ago, I had an interesting conversation with a shipai (temple attendant) working at a well-known temple in Goa. During our discussion, he mentioned that he had recently visited the Shrine of Our Lady of Velankanni along with his Catholic neighbours. What fascinated me was not merely his visit, but the beautiful story behind it.
Curious, I asked him, “You belong to the Hindu faith and work in a temple. How did you decide to visit a Catholic shrine?”
He smiled and explained that his Christian neighbours had planned a pilgrimage to Velankanni and invited him to join them. He was interested but uncertain. As a devoted Hindu and a temple employee, he felt it would be appropriate to seek guidance before making the journey.
When he discussed the matter with his wife, she suggested a simple yet profound solution. “Why don't you seek the blessings of our deity?” she said. “Take prasad and ask for guidance.”
Following her advice, he approached the temple priest and sought divine permission through the traditional means practiced in the temple. According to him, the deity not only granted permission but also conveyed something remarkable. When he asked whether it was appropriate for him to visit a Christian shrine, the response he received through the divine indications was that the goddess venerated at Velankanni was none other than the same divine mother worshipped in his own temple.
This answer filled him with joy and peace. With a clear conscience and a heart full of faith, he joined his neighbours on the pilgrimage. Upon returning, he spoke of the serenity and spiritual comfort he experienced at Velankanni.
This incident offers a valuable lesson in a world often divided by religious labels and identities. Across India, and particularly in Goa, we find countless examples of people visiting places of worship belonging to different faiths. Hindus visit churches and dargahs; Christians visit temples; Muslims pay respects at shrines revered by people of all communities. Such practices are not signs of confusion in faith but expressions of a deeper understanding of spirituality.
At the heart of every religion lies the search for truth, compassion, love, and peace. Different traditions may use different names, symbols, rituals, and languages, but the divine reality they seek is one. Just as many rivers flow into the same ocean, many spiritual paths lead to the same ultimate truth.
The story of the temple attendant reminds us that God is not confined within walls, denominations, or religious boundaries. The Divine is universal. Human beings may create distinctions, but faith often transcends them.
For centuries, India has nurtured the ideal of religious harmony. The ancient wisdom of "Ekam Sat Vipra Bahudha Vadanti" — "Truth is One, the wise call it by many names" — continues to resonate today. The experience of this humble temple worker is a living example of that timeless truth.
Perhaps if we focus more on what unites us rather than what divides us, we will discover that beneath our different practices and beliefs lies the same yearning for the Divine. And in that realization, we may find not only religious harmony but also lasting peace.
All gods may be worshipped differently and called by different names, but for countless believers, they remain manifestations of the same Divine Presence that guides, protects, and blesses humanity.